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After sitting in traffic for 3... yes 3... hours, I finally made i to my fill appointment 30 minutes late. Luckily they are always running behind and I was still able to get in. Instead of my usually foreign handsome P.A., the nurse practitioner saw me and decided to give me a stern talking to. Once she realized I haven't had any fills or check ups since last June she made sure to remind me of my arch nemesis carbohydrates.
Not that she was telling me anything I didn't already know, but it's always different when someone gives you that conviction. So after my fill she said I need to come back in 2 weeks. Due to my year long hiatus I need to be kept "on a short leash". Im totally ok with that. thus far I have been out of control and I really do need some kind of accountability. Liz has been trying to help me with that and I love her for it. Im just the worse when it comes to follow through!!!

In non band related news, this summer is not going at all how I thought it would. For one, now that I have a real job I really don't get the same feeling I used to get when summer came around. No freedom, too man of these life obligations. Luckily though, I don't hate my job. It's actually kinda nice. For the first time Im working for a company that seems to care. They're flexible with my schedule, very relaxed with my time off, and I think I have a lot of autonomy when it comes to my work load. I'd almost say I'm happy.

What do i think is holding me back? The fact that I am extremely unorganized. I still haven't found time to work out and I really need to. Not only to help with my weight loss, but because working out makes me feel so much better on a daily basis. I also have yet to find a place to stay in Maryland so Im spending a TON of money on gas.

I decided to make a few goals for the remainder of the summer:
-post what I eat EVERYDAY w/protein and carbs
- get in 30 minutes of some kind of activity 3 days a week
-STAY ON BUDGET

let's see how it goes...

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Michelle said…
Hello, just stopping by to say hi and thank you for following me. I look forward to reading your blog!
July 11, 2010 at 9:41 PM
Ronkidonks said…
Hopefully this fill gives you that kick you need!!!

I cannot wait for my first one!!!
July 12, 2010 at 12:00 PM
Liz - Lizzle - Libby Lou said…
Thanks for the shout out! You can do this!!! I know you can. You have some kind of mental block that caused your "hiatus" and is now causing you to not decide what it is you want to do with your life, sweetie! IT'S YOUR LIFE BABYDOLL! Do whatever the f**k you want! And for sure get closer to work however you can b/c I know that commuting for me ALMOST killed me on gas, energy, and NO time for workouts. I think part of your problems will fix themselves when you lessen the commute!!! Start there!!! Focus on one goal at a time (plus weightloss), so weightloss and one other non-weight goal and get at it!!! "DIG DEEP"!!!!
July 13, 2010 at 2:45 PM
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